别把 脆弱 占为己有

前几天
良心 似乎被当成狗肺地踩了一下
有意 无意
我 很在意 很在意

也许是我
把 单纯 给复杂化
一发 好像 真的很难 收拾

现在的我 懂了
有一种东西 从来没和我 扯上关系
是 对的

怎么觉得
自己 越来越像 阿龟讲的她

怎么办


沉淀 找回自我吧

“這世界笑了 於是妳合群的一起笑了”
原以为 这句话 很适合 我
因为 我是哑巴 吃黄连 是我一向的专长
喜 怒 哀 乐
在 别人面前 我 好像只有 三种

但 现在想想
屁
我 哪有 那么 可悲
笔 一收
就 复原啦 =）

Ice-Cream for A Cause

A friend in Taylor's has been unfortunately diagnosed with leukemia. A bright and cheerful student, he has to defer a semester to undergo chemotherapy and possibly a bone marrow transplant. With such extensive care required, YOUR contribution is needed to help our dear friend.

We will be selling ice creams on the 6th and 7th October from 10am - 5pm at Taylor's University College to raise funds. A live band will be performing on the 6th October at the Main Campus!

So please do come and buy an ice cream.

Every ice-cream makes a difference

=) .....=X

Thxx a bunch to giap's parents for treating us a very great dinner in kajang on the day of mooncake festival=)

these r the random pics that i selected. i wanted to put more but i juz realized i couldnt do that. urghh...seriously i hate that.

so....round

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yau yan gan jeong geh gam gok zhan hai hou =)
ngor wui gei g gor yat gor bai look

dan hai
gam man...
yau leung gin si gao dou ngor yau di hoi sum ng hei lei
dor dak goh gor zhong chou man wui
ngor dou ng zhi dim gai wui gam ==' yau hai hui

anyway life moves on........

ng zhi ngor gorng meh?
guan lei meh si wor!

喜感

Is your birthday day 24 of the month?

Your Life
You are very optimistic and that's why you always enjoy life. You are
gifted in entertaining others. Your friends love and trust you.
You'll be the first they come to when they are in need of someone to
speak their heart out.
Your Love
Sometimes you fall in love just because you want to be in love, not that
you really like that person. You always be seen as a sweet couple
but you can't really get over your love ones from past. Your partner is
usually crazy about you because you are remarkably charming and
romantic.

...................errrrrr.............................bffs, i'm speechless.
i think i'll browse thru the photos again =)
...hmm...or maybe later....i know im not suppose to be here rite now..hehe.

You look so dumb right now~

Will be starting my 3rd semester in 2 days time.

no excitement.At all.

depressed.upset.frustrated.

I knew i was kinda fucked up with my F&I paper,

I knew I couldn't get a high distinction for my econs.

I knew I knew I knew....n now I know that I always make insufficient effort to achieve what I want.

Yes, I'm the one who always end up regretting but never really work harder.

Yea, I know I'm the most shitty shithead.

What a shame of you.shithead.

Arghh...this post shud be about my 20th birthday!

hmph!

Anyway I'm so blessed to have my family and friends who make me feel all the love in the world.
Thanks alot to my lovely sisters for the wonderful handmade birthday card.

Thanks u So much to my hey-ians, form6 kakis, Bffs, Natorians, ex skoolmates, leo kakis, long lost frens....

wow...thanks for all the calls, celebrations and messages....(and also petrol expense :P)

my mum couldn't stand me hogging on the phone for days and always repeating,

You are SO busy horrr....

How can I don't love u all, people?!

Thank you very very much for making me feel so loved!

photo yang teruk edited by steven :X thxx for celebrating my bday alllllll the waaaaaaay at kampar =) the video is too embarrassing to be uploaded.haha.

My leftover homies who don't have to study in those jungle unis...haha =P n thxx to simon's fren, jason who was being so helpful that nite!

Gosh, nearly forgot bout the redang trip. It was greaaaaaaaaaaaat. I've always wanted to post up some photos coz we've taken freaking lots of photos in redang! but duhh...im lazzzzzy. the trip is fully reported on the nato blog, so i think i can han fann my energy to write bout it.ngek ngek ngek. moreover, the photos tell it all!

Errr...I'm happy now.hehe.

Happy-go-lucky ada kebaikannya~

it's blue...i mean, BLUE!!!

It was great bonding with u gals!(okie...except ms cecilia behind) we had an adventurous nite =P

I dah tak de tenaga to choose n upload more photos...coz we've taken approx. 920+ pics!

so that's all for today. I'll end this post with 2 of my fav photos. hai gam sin.

i luv the lighting n tone....

Seriously, it was really a wonderful trip with my fellow natorians. duhhh...it's really hard explaining in words.....hmm...it's greaaaaaaaaatttt, i really mean it =P

Congratulations~!!

I'm SOOOOOOOOOO proud of you, mommy~

Ladies and gentlemen,

May i present you, the newly appointed Batu Gajah Councillor, Madam Chan Foong Leng!

Sin Chew Jit Poh Perak Edition 10th July 2008

Mommy, Daddy and I

Will be giving u our biggest support, forever n ever =)

how bout a round of applause?

Brain is not working...

Finally,final exam is over, 2nd sem is over, n it's holiday.
The sentence above should be ended wif an exclamation mark, but now I cant really feel the excitement of holiday. urghhh...I feel slack...I feel like im getting sick!

Somehow I feel like I've gone thru alot this sem....but It seems hard for me to put everything in words.

Yesterday morning i went to 问觋（问米)...hmm...i really dunno how to translate this.

It was kinda amazing n unbelivable, but I wouldnt say that I believe on it 100%.

Anyhow, it brought me to tears again when my grandma told us that she wanted to wait for her grandchildren before she leaves, but she just couldnt....

I told her,

I miss you so much, mah mah.

I manage to find this photo in my phone. It was taken in the end of 2006, when she started to fall ill.
My granny was curling her hair n i forced my two younger sisters to join in too.haha. My granny really really minds her appearance :P

I really really hope that the person I talked to yesterday morning was Her.

Back in Town

Today
I have missed my chance again, as usual.
I certainly could not predict the outcome, but I trust my instinct that it will be a good one
Sigh...and....the signals....
All the songs they sang tonite makes me feel kinda emo, hmm...maybe their vocals were too great

Was out for dinner with my homies....
somehow the feeling was no longer the same
maybe all of us had already gone through different paths of lives
and now, preparing to pursue what we want for ourselves
We are no longer taking the same steps at the same time
or
maybe it was because of the existence of someone who hurt me most last time
maybe i was overprotecting myself from this person

At last there were only us, the closest hey-ians of mine
and yes, this is the feeling i was looking for
still, crazy like ever :P
although the big guy and small black pepper were not around
the togetherness among us is one of the most precious properties of mine

Words to my best-est homies

Steven : I hope that u'll think twice before u decide, u know wat i would advise u, but no matter wat, I'll still support ur decision.

Mun : U're still the best ji mui in town~!

James : Thanks for everything u have done for the group, thxx for staying still at our HQ :P and plz...stop missing me TOO MUCH~! haha...

Yin : Never seen u for a while....hope that u'll buy me super nice souvenir after coming back from ur 'honeymoon' in Macau! this is wat a ji mui shud do....

Neng : Come back soon, big guy!

love u guys lotz lotz!